_wrong decision_

If only I could turn back the time and make it change 

and 

If only I have a second chance I won't be in here again

WELCOME TO MY SILLY LIFE

I always be in second guessing

I'm wrong. Making a terrible part in my life

I hope I could change the voices in my head

filled with so much hatred such a tired game

IT"S ENOUGH 

I've done all I can think of, chased down all my demons

The only think that I should be thinking is HAPPY ENDING 

and so cool in LYING

I'm trying, try too hard.

but it's a waste of my time !

I'm sick of the critics, they don't like my life they don't get my self
 why do you do that ??

and WHY DO I DO THAT ?