_wrong decision_
If only I could turn back the time and make it change 
and 
If only I have a second chance I won't be in here again
WELCOME TO MY SILLY LIFE
I always be in second guessing
I'm wrong. Making a terrible part in my life
I hope I could change the voices in my head
filled with so much hatred such a tired game
IT"S ENOUGH 
I've done all I can think of, chased down all my demons
The only think that I should be thinking is HAPPY ENDING 
and so cool in LYING
I'm trying, try too hard.
but it's a waste of my time !
I'm sick of the critics, they don't like my life they don't get my self
 why do you do that ??
and WHY DO I DO THAT ?